[Its.Just.Angie]

So I have to go to school on Tuesday.. And I was gone for like a week and a half. So it's noticable I was gone. teachers said I was off the roster and my friends grew really worried about me becaus I wasn't at school for a week and a half, I wasn't answering my phone because I'm not allowed to have them there. They know I'm home now, but they don't know why I left and wasn't answering my phone for that time, I always answer the phone and stuff so they know something is up.

Also another question is in my health class they were talking about depression and suicide and the teacher made a comment saying that there was 2 people in the school are at the hospital for attempted suicide. My friend said that she said that so that's how I know about it. I'm afraid it's obvious to others on what I did because she made a comment. So it's gonna be harder to hide it you know? I don't know if being really sick can pull it off to others. Because I didn't seem to be sick. I'm not comfortable saying what I did. I know others will ask why I was gone though. Even when they know nothing.

One more question is why was I taken off the attendance stuff. Like I never went to school or something? I'm really confused on that. People thought I transferred schools or something, which I would rather have them think that!! but I don get it.

I'm really scared for school in couple of days.. And I don't know how to say and what would happened when I go back to school.