[nothereanymore]

I would thank you for ruining this for me but honestly I'm too upset to speak with you right now. I am out of your jurisdiction. You don't get to do this. You even told me that even if you said no, what could you do, but I should've seen through that. You're fucked up. Thanks a million Dad.

You're obsessed with money and control. It's not about a damn thing other than that. You don't want to pay for the plane ticket EVEN THOUGH YOU OFFERED TO and you don't want to let your precious, frail, delicate 5-year-old child out of your sight.
Oh wait, I'm not 5. I'll be 17 in April, and while I'm not the most mature person in the world, I know how to conduct myself without my parents around. There will never be a moment unsupervised. And I won't ever be by myself in an unfamiliar place. You fucking know that. It's about money and control. I see right fucking through you, you bitch.
You dragged me 1800 miles away from him for your own happiness without even considering mine. I have been through hell and back for the sake of your love lives and now you want to prevent me from seeing Alex. So don't crying to me saying that you really did care and that you never meant to fuck me over.