I consider depression an illness, and like any illness it leaves consequences on the person.
I have struggled with depression since I was 10. The main reason was the athmosphere in my middle school. I was called many bad names, lies have been spread about me and everyone was mean to me.
I pretended like I didn't care and I was cold and reserved to everyone.
But deep inside, I suffered badly from this treatment.
My family life wasn't doing me any better.
All advice I had from them was to man-up and grow a pair... And I did. I fought against everyone in that school, and they hated me even more.
Now, I'm in High school and I'm finally having a good time. My friends love me and respect me, girls are very nice to me as well.
Finally, I feel this hate and sorrow leaving my body, yet I feel so cold and empty inside. I feel full of shame and regret, but when I'm with my pals, I feel great.
I know will carry these scars to the end of my life...
I also know that there are people here who are/have been in this situation, and I really need your advice.
Thank you in advance
