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Originally Posted by house-of-usher
Sometimes I wonder if I have depression and if that is what truly led me to do this to myself. I have had thoughts or suicide many times before and I have come close to doing some of the things that I envision.
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Well this is something that is truly sad for me to say, but I got very close to committing suicide about a week ago. I have been so afraid to say anything that I have even had a hard time consulting with the wonderful helpful people on this site. I have envisioned doing this certain act to myself for a while and I got so close to committing the act, but thank God that I got scared and stopped myself from fully carrying it out. I am so scared that I am going to try and do it again.