[Kate*]

Hey Angie, I'm so sorry that you're struggling with this, I think you need to tell your therapist. I know the thought of possible hospitalization is really scary, but it is done as an ABSOLUTE LAST resort and for the shortest time necessary to keep you safe. I'm really glad that you want to get better and that is going to mean telling her about this. She wants to give you all the help you need, and she can't help you with stuff she doesn't know about. You're right, IF it happened it wouldn't be the end of the world. I hope you can allow yourself to get all the help you need.