Thread: Triggering (Suicide): Should I tell? (There is self harm mention here too)
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Should I tell? (There is self harm mention here too) - January 26th 2014, 05:49 PM
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Ok I felt like doing suicide for the longest time right now (3ish months now) and it's too the point where Acting on it is the only option. And I have plans and stuff, but Part of me.. Little part of me is saying not to do it. And That's what is keeping me from acting on that. It happened to me in the past and I attempted, but failed (obviously)

I don't know if I should tell my therapist or not. She knows I lost some of my control on cutting, I never said the true reason why I did. (It was to cope with the thoughts) part of me telling I should. another isn't. To me I want to get better and stuff and it's basically the only way to get better. But I don't want to be sent somewhere if she has too... That's what is keeping it from myself.

Sorry I'm posting a lot recently, I'm probably annoying the crap outta you all! So yeah... Any advice is accepted