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Relationships, Depression, Anxiety, Meds - January 24th 2014, 06:01 PM

Hello.

I've been dating my girlfriend for about 4 months now, and we had a lot of fun until mid-November. We were driving home from her house to mine, and I suddenly shut down. At first it had nothing to do with the relationship, I would just be in a bad mood. Eventually, I started to question if I actually loved her. Now it's gotten to the point where I am not happy no matter where I am, I have thoughts of hating her, not wanting to be around her, and every time we are together I feel distant and she notices it to. But here's the thing, I have no reason to hate her. We have a lot in common, she's a great girl with a great personality, and I proposed to her on Christmas. So why do I obsess over the negative feelings? I am on Prozac for about a week now, just switched from Zoloft. I also have thoughts that some times killing myself is the only way out of this. I also sometimes feel like breaking up is the other way out. Help?