[mindflower]

Don't. Don't you dare acknowledge a single one of them. You have a boyfriend, Taylor, one that loves you very much, that or of course he's using you and you're just the stupid little whore again. Sure, that's how it always fucking is, right? Don't look at Matthew, remember what he told you. Remember how he hurt you. Don't look at Cody, remember what he did. You have a boyfriend, Taylor. Get a fucking grip. Not that he actually likes you or anything and he'll probably dump you for someone actually cool and pretty and better at everything. You're a disaster. Why do you even try? Wake up. Stop looking at them.