[Kate*]

I leave for class in an HOUR please decide what building I'm going to. You've changed buildings 3 times in 24 hours. And PLEASE GOD, DO NOT let her show up there or I will drop immediately. If SHE can handle 10 people by herself, surely the guy with the degree can handle 11 of us on his own.

So the grading scale is a little bit different. I've made the decision to stay, so hopefully it's different enough that I can pass this time. If I do just like I did last time I won't, but at least one grade will be higher because I'm already A LOT more comfortable with him than I ever was with either of them and I feel like if I asked him to help me, he would actually give me something I could use. If he can get me above a 6 for the first time since the second one then I will be fine. It's all confidence and once that's restored I can do anything. Of course I felt this good last semester and it fell apart. PLEASE don't let the language barrier cost me points! I have nothing against her, but trouble understanding her could interfere and lower my score.

The last time I didn't get the bitch there were twice as many people and the last time there were this many people, I got the bitch. Both those problems are fixed now so maybe I can do it. I'm scared (and I should be), but I'm sick of running away in fear, losing my friends, and falling behind.