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I don't know.. i have two situations here..


Guy#1: i was invited over to play video games at this guys house. I had known him since i was a little girl so i saw no threat from him. As soon as i had arrived he had started to try undress me.. after saying no many many times and trying to get away i had given up and he had done what he wanted with me because he was stronger and i couldn't get him to stop. I gave up and we had sex. I was 15 and he was 18. I already know it was statutory rape.. but was that rape considering i wasn't saying no until the end?

Guy#2: This guy came over to my house. Me and my friend were a tent in my back yard. He woke me up and said if i woke her up he would hurt me. So i didn't wake her up. He had my hair in a tight painful grip and was forcing oral. I was crying so bad and whenever i made noise he'd pull my hair harder. He tried getting my pants off but i was able to keep them on, so he touched me through them. I am not sure this is molesting, or sexual assault?

I feel as though i could have avoided this, but i let fear get the best of me. Was this my fault?
I need help, i am going to speak to an adult about this and want to know everything i can so i know what is coming.