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Seriously? They had to close the fucking schools for tomorrow? Now they're going to drive me nuts all day long. Don't tell me to chill or to please anything. I'm not in the mood for you. And, no, I will not be going anywhere with you because all I am fucking good for is watching him. Don't you EVER tell me that I don't understand. I ask for one thing, one thing that I need help with and you won't do it. Are you scared to help me? Because I need support and you're not even bothering. Don't talk to me. Just don't. And for the record, it's not me who can't understand. It's you. Oh, and I know how sick she is. Please stop hiding it from me. I love her just as much as you do, and I wish she was here too. But she's fading away and we have to cope with that somehow.

I also have a real problem with getting pissed off at people lately. You're one of the primary people pissing me off. If you could just grow up a little bit and shut your mouth here and there, life would be a lot less stressful. Things can't just be handed to you and with the things you've said to me lately, I don't feel as if you deserve it. But, hey, you obviously matter to everyone else. And you get what you want. Remember that one electronic you got, that you really wanted? Where is it now? Put away because you don't use it. Your Christmas present, the one you wanted - you even wanted a new one, when you have no logical reason for it. And now this. I had to wait until I was fourteen for one, and you're eleven. And, again, you have no reason for one except to have what everyone else has. You'll probably even get a better one than what I have, and I actually use mine for valid reasons. Whatever.