[Kate*]

This is my dream, I was BORN for this, I shouldn't have to defend that to anyone or risk losing it. How did you know you were meant for it? I assure you the story is similar and the feeling is the same. I can't even describe how good it feels, how well I fit, or how badly I've wanted this. I have a tendency to be hard on myself, put myself down and want to run away because I've been "taught" that I can't do anything and that I'm not good enough to deserve to have my dreams come true. I will try desperately to self-sabotage out of fear of failing and the false belief that I can't do this. PLEASE DON'T GIVE UP ON ME or let me give up on myself!