[rosepetal]

Thanks for the fucking pressure.
Why aren't you all easy to tell things to, why can't I just know and trust for certain that you'd react in a good way?
I wish I could fucking tell you all this but it's not mine to tell. She's suicidal and I'll be the only one there our age who knows and how am I meant to split my time evenly between you, why can't you just be the best of friends too and not the opposite?
I hate that I can't tell anyone, well I mean friends, it just makes it harder, there's so many of your secrets that I can't tell friends.
Also.. Please fucking make it through