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To my past you fucked up things so much , you ruined the jolly person i was into something that i cant even describe now
to my older siblings you guys fucked things up for me, you were so selfish enough and blinded by the shit ass crap you call love? Im sorry but look at you lot now, you ruined my past, you ruined Ma and dad and the rest of our lives, i live in fear each and every day, i worked my ass off to gain our parents trusts i still fear that ill break it and its because of you only you lot, hope you know what you did can come back to you, even though i pray it doesn't, but thats life, what goes along comes along