Im so sorry for what you've been going through
but Hun do you think its worth hurting yourself? to hurt that beautiful body of yours?
I love that you took the first step and opened up <3 thats actually a sign towards healing you know? and thats amazing..
Self harm its just a way to get away from all the pains, you know when people say we cut ourselves to get the feeling of numbness sweetheart you're just hurting yourself
i just hope and pray you get rid of these urges
and i like the fruit idea, keep eating fruits
D