So I just joined because it looked like I could get some advice so here it goes.
My best friend and I have known each other for about a year and a half now. We've been through so many things, break ups, family troubles, and personal issues. Recently, about a month and a half ago she broke up with her boyfriend. Knowing her she has had a lot of boyfriends. Her and I have become friends with this one guy who I would consider a brother and she thought the same. But recently I find out that she has a crush on him and they are now dating. It's not that I'm jealous, well maybe a little because he was my friend and now it's going to be different. I'm feeling really hurt by my best friend's decision because the who time we've known this guy she's made it very clear that she has no sort of feelings in the way of wanting to date him, but has now changed her mind in the matter of days. She doesn't understand and basically tells me that I have no reason to feel hurt but I do, things are different. I no longer talk to the guy because I feel like he should have said something to me, but I heard nothing from him that this was happening. I'm hurt because I didn't know they were talking as much as they did. I feel pushed out, I didn't see it coming. I'm trying my hardest to stay friends with her because she is my best friend and I would do anything for her but I don't know how much longer I can do this. I've told her how I felt, but she puts it back on me that I'm not being supportive, but I'm trying to be. She did tell me that if I didn't want her to date him she wouldn't but really am I supposed to say no you can't I don't want you to?? I'm lost and confused because I still want to be friends with her but I feel like every time I'm around her I just want to scream and I feel like jumping out of my skin, but I don't I keep a smile on my face and try and go on without it hurting her. I don't know what to do. I feel that she needs someone there as in a boyfriend. The whole time I've known her she hasn't been single for longer than a week or a month depending on the severity of the relationship she was in. I would really like some advice or suggestions on what I should do anything would help as I am also contemplating on what I should do and maybe a different point if view will help me.
