Anxiety that takes over -
December 17th 2013, 03:20 PM
I have BAD Anxiety! Its my MOM that i have it over. If I can't get ahold of her, if she doesnt answer her phone, if she's out in her truck driving around & she doesnt answer I GET WORRIED!
If something ever happened to her I WOULD BREAK into PIECES!
She's my Adopted mother but its hard to explain when you have grown up in foster homes. Switching between one another. Not having that PARENT for Support, Love. I grew so close to her. She means everything to me even when we have are arguments I cant stand to see her mad @ me so i have to Apologize a lot to make sure i go to bed knowing shes not mad @ me.
I know what your thinking but its hard to explain...unless you know.
R.I.P
CJ Collins 1993-2008
He was a Awesome Kid
I Love you n Miss you
You learn at a certain pace. Then that pace goes away. Then
you try and try to do everything you can. Then it gets harder.
Then you give up. Then its all over.
Leslie
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