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I've been dating this girl. I really like her but there's issues that are making me frustrated and confused. She isn't ready to come out because of how her parents and grandparents will react, which I totally get I'm not mad about that because I get it I really do but I just. It doesn't seem like we're actually dating and I feel like she isn't even into me anymore. As happy as she makes me it actually hurts to be with her. Because I'm always worried I'll slip up in front of someone and spill the secret about us dating. And I'm always afraid I'm going to say something wrong. I just don't know what to do. I like her but it's just so difficult and confusing and it hurts so much. Help.. What do I do