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Checking out another girl isn't harmful. I think you can look at another girl and acknowledge "hey, guess what, shes attractive". It means nothing to merely check out another girl and know she's attractive. It's the intentions behind it (ex. wanting to be with her, imagining being with her etc.) that is a problem for me.

But lately I'm just sick of being alone that it's hard not to be like "oh well!" even though it's pathetic. I have spent to much time crumbling and being stupid when it comes to guys I like. It's horrible because I am not that tolerant or weak with other people in my life.