[e.c.e.life.]

Why does everything have to seem like it comes crashing down around me all at the same time? Why does one of my best friends have to be with 'him' she knows what happened, she helped me feel better after 'him'! -.- ugh it is bad enough i am frustrated with my own issues like know sleeping properly and now this...! Ahh -.- why right now when i have to -try- to makes things better in certain aspects of my life that only a certain person can help me with and she doesn't even realize what is happening to me -.- l seriously just want one day of peace, please..