Thank you, guys/girls.
I will try contacting the school therapist. I'm not sure if she can help, but I'll try anyways.
It just hurts me that people I love the most don't understand me. If my parents knew their child is in so much pain right now, they would be worried. They think it's just hormones, puberty etc...
I will try explaining them how serious I am again.
Wish me luck