[mindflower]

My grades are going to shit and I have so much late homework but I have no motivation and I'm just a failure.
Medications must not be helping, I still feel like a waste of life.... I hate feeling like a ghost.
Still not over being used by Pat. I'm such an idiot. He doesn't need me. But I need to help him. I need him. Goddammit Taylor you're such a slut....
Why can't I get over him? Why can't he get over her? Why can't she give me space? Why can't he stop being so clingy and annoying?
I want to go to that Skillet concert. I want to go to A concert. But that will never happen because I have no money because I have no job because I have no car or time or fucks given.
I just hate myself right now.
The End can take me if they want.