[Azure.]

This is all too much for me to handle right now. I've got all this going on inside my head and you make it worse. Why can't you be a little respectful of me? I'm nice to you... I'm annoyed and I have way too much to do. I have no motivation, I don't want to do anything. I need sleep. Well, I want sleep I should say. I sleep way to much, but no matter how much I rest, I am too tired to keep my eyes open. I'm sore from practice the other day. Everything hurts, my mind included.
I don't know what to think anymore. If only I could remember. Yes, that would help. It would probably make everything a lot worse, but I can't stand lies anymore. I hate living like this, and more things I don't know make it worse. I've already figured out everything and now there's more I don't know?
I should just accept the fact that I don't deserve happiness anymore. I seem to hurt everyone around me anyway.