[escape_thereal_world]

Hey, I know you said adoption isn't really your preference. However, I want you to be sure you know ALL your options. There is the possibility of an open adoption. I know when I first found out I was pregnant, I knew we couldn't care for the baby financially. I was considering adoption, but I was fairly certain I would never be able to move on with my life knowing MY child was out there somewhere.

Open adopt is not as popular for adoptive parents, but there are definitely those who are open to it. This basically means, depending on the adoptive parents, that you can at least get updates and possibly pictures of the child. Other times, they may even be all right with visits between you and the child. Etc.

So, definitely think through all your options before you make a decision. And if you need anyone, feel free to PM me.