Thank you gettingthere3012.
I am putting some serious thought into my relationship with my boyfriend. I think i am "Content" i could easily just carry on the way things are. But i don't think its making me happy. In fact the more and more i think about being on my own - the happier i feel.
Maybe Sam coming into my life, is not just about making me realise that i want to be with her - because i still don't know how to translate all these feelings. But its starting to feel like she, at least, has helped me realise what i need to change my life. I spend far to much time just carrying on regardless, because its 'easier'. But i know i am getting to a point where something's gotta change.
I've got to do something, i feel like im making decisions about my whole life - whereas those things have always been up to fate before now. I suppose its a good thing.
