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Re: Tell your self harm how you feel like - October 18th 2013, 11:17 PM
I can't believe I have let you stay in my life for all of these years. You stupid stupid waste of f**king time! You're only there to gain fake 'sympathy' from people. You're only there to try and convince me that there's something wrong with me.
There's nothing wrong with me! Stop telling me how inevitable it is that I will always come back to you. You lost your novelty years ago, you stopped helping years ago and I can't remember the last time I thought you were 'worth it'.

Yet here you remain. Popping into my head just when you see a moment of weakness, of anger, of fear. Leave me be. You don't belong to me any more - that was the old me. I'm a grown up now - this wasn't supposed to happen.