[hocus pocus]

Okay, now I'm triggered. Do I mean nothing to you? Is me being around that much of a nuisance to you? I can't believe you. I've been asking for you to make an appointment for weeks now. Just because I don't show my problems - because they're not damned visible.. or because I don't complain to you about my physical issues.. that in no way does not mean that I'm not suffering. It's still fucking there. This morning you got a call from the school that he has an ear infection, and you can slide him into the doctor's within the hour. But yet, when I ask, it's nothing. Let me fade away. Better yet, I'll let myself fade away. Ugh. Now I want to cut and purge.