[dragonblood]

It's not wrong to crave self harm and the attention and care you get from it, but there are always other, more positive ways to get that attention.
I advise you to reach out to friends and family and socialize more (eg. talking, texting, hanging out) and I guarantee that you'll feel better as it's most likely the want to cut is out of loneliness.

Have some more fun with your pals and you won't feel a need to cut.