[mindflower]

....I fucking go to shit therapy today and its like the hardest fucking session I've ever had and now, hours later, my mom has the nerves to be pissed at me and make shit out of me because I said to my therapist that "my mom gets on my nerves a lot, things have been hard at home with my parents"
SHE HAS THE FUCKING NERVE NOW TO CALL ME OUT AND SAY THAT IM AN UNGRATEFUL BITCH
AND NOW SHE COMES IN HERE, TRIES TO FUCKING APOLOGIZE, AND ENDS UP YELLING AT ME BECAUSE ITS OUR FAULT SHE WAS WITH KRAIG
ITS OUR FUCKING FAULT AND WE'RE THE REASON SHE LEFT AND THAT MAKES ME THE BITCH. THAT MAKES ME THE MONSTER FOR SAYING THAT SHE HURTS ME THE WAY SHE FUCKING DOES
...she comes in here... and says... and I fucking quote "if I had been getting what I deserve here at home I wouldn't have been with Kraig. Its not like I even had sex with him"
...Right
And that fucking justifies it
That poor fucking angel
I'll make her an apology pie
IM SO SORRY IM NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR YOU
fucking shit
just... fuck everything
FUCK.
HER.
SERIOUSLY I'M JUST... I'M LIKE.... I'M SUFFOCATING ON WHAT SHE JUST FUCKING PULLED.
I JUST...I wanna fucking leave.

....god sorry, I didn't mean to lose it or swear that much.....