[Kate*]

I know you want to help me, but I'm afraid it's too late. I don't regret telling you, but I think I waited too long and it might be too late to save everything. This is my LIFE, I don't want to risk losing it all. You have no idea how SCARED I am that my world is about to come crashing down around me. One way I'm safe and left with a mess, the other way I'm not safe and left with a bigger mess and no options. If you tell me it's still possible, I want to try and save myself now, but if it doesn't work out the dream is over and we have that conversation that you told me not to be paranoid about. I never in a million years imagined that it would work out like this and I don't know what to do. I already made the wrong decision once, doing that again ends my life Please, help me. And why am I the only one who has any trouble with this class, everyone else breezes through it no problem and I'm looking at taking it for the 4th time!