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Name: James Bruce
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Exclamation im lonely, depressed, and self harming again - September 17th 2013, 01:17 PM

well first off i could probably put this on multiple forums. it involves depression loneliness dating suicidal thoughts and self harming. you see i have massive clinical depression and self-esteem issues. i hate myself and everything about me i dont feel good about anything anymore and i feel so alone. i need someone to hold me at night someone to cuddle with and kiss. but everyone i start to have feelings for leaves me or isn't interested in me. i mean i can't really blame them im ugly arrogant and fat and i disgust myself i can't imagine how others view me. yesterday i started self harming for the first time in a month. today i have continued to self harm and it keeps getting worse. im worried i might become addicted to it and i need help. anyone out there who can at least attempt to help please do so... i really need it.