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So as the title sais im quite young (15 years old) and i do want a girlfriend so ive come on here to see if anybody has any advice.

in my life ive only really been out with one girl but she broke up with me then asked me back out again after a couple of months, then she broke up with me again. I really felt terrible. I have tried to get with a few girls since then by using the advice of 'be yourself' and by not seeming desperate, but i always either get friend zoned or the girl sais that i have a wonderful personality and that im a really nice person and that she hopes i find 'the one' someday... So yeah i never have much luck with girls. Ive also been called picky because i want a 'natural' girl who isnt a 'slut'(one who doesnt put on loads of makeupe, one that doesnt pretend to be someone shes not and one who doesnt act like they want to have sex with everyone) it might sound stupid i know, but i know alot of girls like that. If im being completly honest im not even looking for a sexual relationship i just want a girl who loves me for who i am and wont cheat on me or toy with me. It probably doesnt help that i overthink everything and find it hard to talk to them face to face, i can talk to them fine over the phone or through social networking sites e.g facebook, but once i meet them i become shy and cant think of anything to say to them and it really does annoy me because no matter how much i try i just cant change that about me, and im not very confident anyway so that probably doesnt help.
People keep saying that i need to wait and that if i wait i will find 'the one' but if im being honest im tried of waiting, i meen ive been single for all of my life (if you dont count the 4 weeks i was with my ex) and it annoys me, seeing everyone with their girlfriends, even most of my friends have got them now and i just find it really awkward and it also makes me feel slightly upset seeing them being happy with their girlfriends and i just end up being the kid sat in the corner just watching and hoping that one day it will happen to me. I find it easy to become friends with girl, in fact i feel like i get on with them better than i do with guys (not because of having the same iterests, just because i do.) but after i become friends with them i dont really know how to take it any further without becomeing worried about ruining the friendship or getting bullied/ made fun of for liking them (cause thats what people are like at my school).

Im sorry that its quite long (and for any spelling mistakes i may have made), i just didnt want to miss out the main details, also this is my first time doing anything like this so im sorry if its kindof confusing.
Please if anyone has any advice i would love to hear it and give it a try.

P.S. if anymore information is needed i will be happy to give it (as long as its not too personal) also could i only have nice replies, nothing that might make me feel worse as im going through something quite personal atm and i dont exactly feel happy anyway. thanks in advance.