[Kate*]

I HATE MY LIFE too much to do, even if I understood what the hell I'm supposed to be doing, it's still a whole lot and since I got special permission to be in 1/3 of it I don't feel I have the right to complain after being allowed to do it. If I knew everything that was involved I seriously would've considered something else (which I know now is just as much work) or just not taken it at all and waited to take something I would've liked better. The only good thing about it is that I only have to do one class with prac instead of two.

And will someone please tell me why people I don't know and have only had one class with seem to dislike the idea of working with me already. It's not like I did anything to cause that!

Am I seriously fucking TRIGGERED right now? I thought I was done with this, but I guess not. Nothing to do, but go to bed and try to lay still until it goes away.
HELP!