Ghee, I'm sorry to hear about your situation with your boyfriend. You're definitely right that you need to talk to him about everything because if you don't, you're not going to know what he really wanted to do. As for how you should talk to him about all of this, I would suggest talking to him in person if that's possible. If it isn't, maybe you can communicate with him through text or video chat. When you talk to him about everything that has happened between you and him, don't approach him all angry about it. Just be relaxed and just talk to him like you normally would with anyone. Now, if you don't know what to say, you can say something along the lines of "Alright, I know that we've had our fair shares of hardships here and there, but please, just be upfront and honest with me. When you said you wanted a break, was it only a temporary one, or did you just want to end our relationship? Please, tell me why you wanted to go on a break in the first place. I want to know if we're still together or not." After saying something like this, just be prepared for whatever response he will give you whether it'd be good or bad. I hope that this will all turn out for the better for you.