[ans_jws121512]

A few weeks ago, while I was on my vacation, my boyfriend texted me and told me he was moving to North Carolina and switching colleges a few days before he was supposed to leave which happened to be on our 8 months. When I asked him why he just said he was accepted and wouldn't give me any other answer. When he first told me he said he wanted to break up while he was gone, then he changed his mind and said we would stay together. The next morning I wake up to a text saying he wanted to go on a break while he was gone. While we were video chatting later the day I guess he could tell I was angry because he said something about this won't work if I'm mad at him the whole time. I'm not really sure what he meant by that, but it kinda made it worse and I shut the video chat off and that was the last time I heard from him.

While all of this was going on I had so many emotions at the same time and the one that came out the most was anger even though I was more hurt and sad than angry. Within a week I lost one of my dogs that I’ve had my whole life, I got kicked out of my school because of my grades, so I had to find a new one during my vacation, then this happened and it was all becoming too much.

The other day I was thinking about it and he's been talking about joining the military since we met, so I was thinking maybe that's why he left and just told me he was leaving for school so I wouldn't worry about him. I don't know for sure if that's what really happened or not.

I was trying to wait until I got back from my vacation to deal with this and now that I'm back I know I need to talk to him about everything. There's just so much I want to say to him, but I don't know how. How do I talk to him about all of this? I don’t even know if we’re together or not right now.