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I'm homeschooled now, and have been for about a year. But back to when I was at school..

In elementary school, it wasn't too bad at first. I was a happy kid to a certain extent. But the more we moved, the more I began to hate school as I was always the new kid. I started getting bullied more often. School gave me this terrible feeling that I couldn't get anywhere else. Sitting in that classroom, the quiet kid in the back, feeling so powerless. I couldn't get up and move or just walk away from things if I needed to. During the last few years of school, I spent most of my time skipping classes and getting friends to lie to cover my ass. I brought a blade to school and kept it right in my pocket. I had even hurt myself in class a few times. Those were some of the darkest days; I even thought about how I'd kill myself in the school bathrooms. Sorry, this was long.