[mindflower]

My weekend wasn't all that great. But what should I expect when I have no friends to text, no cousins my age there, and my parents should be getting a fucking divorce???
Show choir. Is so. Fucking. Confusing. Why do I have to be so uncoordinated??
....Cody. He just needs to like... stop fucking controlling what I do and like, give a care or two that I didn't kill myself the last couple days and that I want to be friends with Matthew, and not be scared of him like I think I still am
I'm such a mess. I just am so sick of being me.