[WhisperingSilence]

I've lost the control I gained back another site I use has refferred me to safe gaurding. So I literally feel as though I have no control over what happens to me its just like one thing after another and I just want this week over with! I've figured the best thing to do right now is just try and like distract myself the best I can, I'm also going to talk to my karate instructor when I'm next at karate and like let them know whats going on, the other site I use the one thats referred me is asking for my details, and I'm not sure if I should give them to them or not. Everything just feels like its gotten really out of control and I feel like theres no control and then its back to wanting to cut to get some control but I know cutting isn't going to help but its what I want to do............