[Ambiance]

I think a lot of people, young men particularly, just don't know what they want. I had an ex that would be cold and hot with me about wanting a relationship, basically because he didn't want to be tied down and implied more than once that he was curious about other people, when in reality I was his first girlfriend and we'd been dating too long to just be "seeing each other" and not have an actual relationship. So, I broke it off for good when I found a guy who was ready to be committed (not suggesting this, it's never a good foundation for a budding relationship when you haven't gotten enough space from your last), and this was the point when my ex felt that he was truly ready to commit to me. Of course, this wasn't the first time that he claimed that he knew what he wanted and that I was what he wanted. He still sends me youtube links to our old songs and such, despite the fact that I saw he had a new SUPER pretty girlfriend on facebook a while ago. I feel bad for her, because he probably really likes her deep down, he just wants what he can't have.