[PSY]

Hey there! I'm going to move your thread over to the Recovery Stories subforum, since you're not asking for support/advice. I'm sure many of our users will appreciate your post, though, and will want to learn more about how you managed to turn things around. I really like that you emphasized how we need to be willing to help ourselves. People and resources can help us along the way, but ultimately, we need to want to get better, because we genuinely believe we're worth saving.