[Kate*]

I'd better fucking pass this time, but that will get me and it didn't before and since when will participation points make or break me in the profession?!?! Unless you can prove to me that they will I'm going to argue that it isn't fair to be failed because of them. This might go better than either of the last 2 times, but if it doesn't I am OUT OF HERE and to have that happen because of a personality trait would be COMPLETELY UNACCEPTABLE!!!

I didn't get the break I deserved, I REALLY don't want to take this class for the 3rd time, everyone thinks I'm in prac already (and I should be), I'm not prepared to do any work for any class because that "break" consisted of 5 weeks of being treated like crap, talking to the director about the fact that I was being treated like crap, withdrawing from a class, spending the rest of the vacation paranoid about getting her again and trying to switch classes to get away from her again, calling in undeserved favors so that my life wasn't completely ruined by her, waiting for the textbook that I STILL DON'T HAVE, and nagging Amazon about the textbook that I still don't have. Now I've got 3 months straight of classes again and THEN I FINALLY get a break after I take an extra exam and I will spend that "break" freaking out about whether I passed or not because it will determine how f***ed up my life will be for the next 2 years! I HATE MY LIFE!! and I WANT TO GO HOME and STAY THERE!