[hocus pocus]

Hey there!

I know how you feel about school, it was one of my biggest triggers. Think of it in the fact that it's a new year, and a new start. And you can do what you want with it School is always stressful and my advice to you is to remember to take care of yourself between studying and everything else. Make sure you do something for yourself each day. As far as gym goes, there are ways that you can hide your scars that won't look suspicious. For your arms, you can wear sweatbands or a sport's jacket. For your legs, someone else mentioned spandex or certain shorts or leggings that you can put underneath. I really think you should reach out for help. It's hard to do, but it's all worth it in the end.