Both of my parents know about my self harm (though they don't know the full extent, only that I do it) and they both ignore it. My dad found out a few months ago when he saw the scars on my upper arm, at first he got really angry but then he just stoped acknowledging it, and now even though I've expressed a desire to get help he is reluctant to even let me go to the doctor when I'm sick. About half a year ago my brother told one of his teachers he wanted to kill himself, of coarse CPS ended up getting involved and making a big mess of things, now he tells me I can't go to the doctor (even if I'm am currently sick and want to go to get cured, not for the scars) because he thinks CPS will get involved again, he won't even let me leave the house unless my scars are covered. Somehow I just feel he is being so selfish and I don't know what to do. Anyways, sorry for the long post and some advice would be greatly appreciated, thanks.
