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Re: Screaming thread. -
August 9th 2013, 05:06 AM
Gods it hurts like nothing should ever hurt! So much pain! It is a hundred pound chain wrapped around my heart. Why is it so much worse tonight? I cant remember what she sounded like! what she smells like! I have so much hate in me! hate of me! how dare i try to move on! its not fucking fair!! i loved her with all my being, she was the best of us and now its just me, this junkie, this shit poet, this bitch roiling in her own silent rage until she comes apart at the seams.
How can man die better? Than facing fearful odds, for the ashes of his father, in the temple of his gods.
"I find it kind of funny, I find it kind of sad, the dreams in which I'm dying are the best I ever had."
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