I really have no one to talk to anymore.. My friends don't understand, not that I have that many. The only person that knows my story stopped talking to me for months when we used to talk every day. I've had a therapist since I was 5, but he isn't someone that I feel comfortable talking to. I'm just alone and stressed and sad.
My dad is in jail. My mom is an alcoholic. My step-father does drugs, so do my mom and dad, but they aren't nearly as bad.
I have been abandoned, homeless, hopeless, alone, and lied to. I don't have much trust left. The custody battles are annoying. The hatred between my mom and grandparents is obvious. I don't know how I have lived this way for 15 years.
I started thinking too much after we were evicted (again) last year. My siblings and i drove away with my grandparents and haven't seen our parents since. Now that I'm in a better home, I've become depressed (I've finally admitted it to myself) and have tried self harm (I hadn't in more than a month, but I just relapsed today). I've always been socially awkward, quiet, and shy, so I often feel alone. I finally decided to get on this site and talk a bit. I hope it helps...
So that was my rant... Stay strong everyone
