[Alucard]

Now that I don't have anything else to occupy my time with, this break up is hitting me full in the face. As much as I want to be angry with you, I know it wouldn't do either of us good. I know you miss me, but I'm not ready to see you face to face. I'm still hurting. I'm still broken. Besides, it looks to me like you've already moved on with someone else. I already told you it would take a little longer this time and you (or should I say your other side) said you would wait. I want this pain and emptiness to stop.

You're very sweet and the fact that you love country music is a big plus, but I am still healing. I don't know what you expect from this but I just want to have a good time and forget about things for a little while. Tomorrow night can't come soon enough.