Hi darling! I'm in the same situation as you are right now. I like girls, but I'm not ready for a relationship, but I feel lonely. I just want to say it's OKAY to be alone. I've been single for a year now and still feel lonely at times. Missing that feeling of being loved is okay. It's normal to feel this way, especially when you're questioning if you like girls or not. It took me a while to figure that out, but once I did, I realized a lot of other people were in my situation as well, and that I wasn't alone on questioning my sexuality.
Sorry if this didnt help, but feel free to
PM me if you want to talk or anything. Stay strong boo! X