[minniemouseprincess]

I’m so sorry honey=( Sounds like you’ve been through a whole lot. For starters, you CAN live without him. I know it doesn’t seem like it because it seems like there aren’t that many people in your life that care about you or are there for you, but there will always be at least SOMEONE that loves you every day of your life. And also, we can’t live for other people. We can’t make someone else our whole life because things like that happen, people do leave sometimes. For your whole life there will be people walking out of it, but there will always be other people walking in. A lot of people don’t stay, but thats okay. That means they weren’t for us. There will be some who DO stay and they will stay forever. They may be hard to come by, but nothing in life thats worth it is ever easy. I agree with Dez about thinking about seeing someone, just because I think it would help you with whats going on in your life and also give you someone to talk to. If you haven’t been in therapy before, it can be a scary thing to go into but once you start going, its not scary anymore. And also, you never have to say anything you don’t want to. Nobody is going to make you. Its supposed to all go at your own pace and be as comfortable for you as possible. I’m in therapy now for anxiety and for issues involving my parents divorce and i’ve been going for...I wanna say 6-8 months. Its a slow help, but it HAS helped me little by little. I really hope things get better for you=( If you ever would like to talk or would just like a new friend, I am here.