[nothereanymore]

Why the hell are you so concerned about buying a camera? You're sick, for fuck's sake. Have people pitch in to help! Don't work yourself into the ground and make yourself sick just to buy a $500 camera! I shouldn't be mad because you are really miserably sick right now but I can't believe you don't think you deserve to rest. Who gives a flying fuck if your mom works more hours but doesn't complain? You're sick. If you go to work with a fever and stomach problems I'm gonna walk over there and drag your ass home. You need to just relax and stop being so damn hard on yourself. For this being your first mainstream job, you're doing very, very well. So CHILL.