So I talked to my boyfriend and he apologized for telling me to abort he said he realized right when he said it that it was the wrong thing to say and that afterwards he felt bad and felt too bad to talk to me. He said that if I plan to have the baby with or without him then he would rather it be with him because he doesn't want to be the one to walk away. He also said that he does still love me he was just really upset at first because he never expected to become a parent before his mid 20's. Anyways so we are still together and he want's to be the dad
I am hoping that as the date gets closer he will get more excited for it but at least he is trying. He said that he will save up money and find a place for us to all live together when the baby is born if I want. Everything is working out so much better then I thought and I can't even begin to say how relieved I am.